Between the click of the light and the start of a dream...

Happy Birthday, Queen Victoria! You know, I always thought of all places in Canada, this great town of Victoria would whoop it up hard-core on this day. But no. Nothing. Not even fireworks!!! The Great Lakes region sets off fireworks this weekend, but I guess this is the manifestation of regionalism in this great Federal nation.

Yesterday I met a plethora of complete idiots (the good type) who put my friends and I to shame. I thought my friends were whacked-out unconventional humans. After yesterday, I am second-guessing this. So it was some dude's 30th birthday and through friends of friends I ended up on a lake just outside of town getting trashed with a bunch of hooligans. Most ended up in costume and my personal fave was this guy dressed up as a middle-aged woman at an office Christmas party in the 1980s. Unfortunately my digital camera was not working so I have no evidence.

Today I ran 2.5 km straight which is awesome for me. I also found out that a friend has been missing for 8 days and a missing person's report has been filed. That really spooks me. I have some job leads finally so my fingers are crossed that I will soon either be employed or be sent on an internship.

I wish I did not battle with depression. Times like this are really tough for my brain and my heart. I really wish I could be a stronger person for those that care about me. Sorry guys. I am trying.

but there are others who do knot feel this strong even... i wish i could help.. this impotence is intolerable.... i send my love and strength...